my boyfriend sent me flowers

Men totally underestimate the appeal of flowers. Yes, they tend to be a bit expensive unless you pick them out of someone else's garden. Yes, they die in a few days. Yes, they have no actual function besides looking pretty.

But all that aside, flowers make a woman feel special like nothing else does.

And they're my favorites.

more that bugs me

When we do talk, it's a little forced.
It's getting harder because I don't feel involved with his life.

Things that bug me right now.

I've been sick for a week.
I'm on my second period for the month.
My birth control prescription is all fucked up.
I can't sleep.
I have NO MONEY.
I have no solid job prospects in Tucson.
I haven't been able to talk to my boyfriend in a week.