more that bugs me

When we do talk, it's a little forced.
It's getting harder because I don't feel involved with his life.

Things that bug me right now.

I've been sick for a week.
I'm on my second period for the month.
My birth control prescription is all fucked up.
I can't sleep.
I have NO MONEY.
I have no solid job prospects in Tucson.
I haven't been able to talk to my boyfriend in a week.