I’ve been really depressed lately- Summer is over- I’m scared about not having a job and all that that implies.
I will be financially dependent on Chris until I find another job- soon, I hope?
My whole Tucson identity centers on my working at the JCC. Save a few, all of the relationships I’ve developed are JCC-related. What happens when I no longer have that?

And the deployment is over- while I’m thrilled for Chris to be home, I’m anxious. We’ve never fought about money before- I don’t really want to start now. And he’s been communicating with me less and less often. I don’t think I supported him enough on this deployment and I’m scare that now he’s thinking I don’t have what it takes to be a military wife.